I Want Proof

http://www.catholiceducation.org/articles/sexuality/se0002.html

Alright, while reading this article I started with an open mind. However, like every other time I read anything Catholic I ended it irritated."I don't have time to go into the "myths" of overpopulation" Now there is overpopulation that is why there is a food crisis, energy crisis, and laws banning families from having more than two children. I don't have time to delve into the "myths" of religion but I can recommend some books.

Okay I am just mocking the author at this point but I use the pill and I don't want to start a family and lets put this frankly I do not want kids so I will do everything in my power not to. That is my right and I will not have some stuffy Catholic man teling me that that is wrong because he will never get pregnant and I don't care what "God" tells him. Contraceptives have been around since the 18 hundreds and so was the first vibrator. There are plenty of women who are married and Catholic who don't want "as many kids as God will give them" and because fankly that's a lot of money and there are too many people in this world.

Do not get me wrong I understand that people are going to believe this but there is nothing to back this theory up.

I want proof.

Momento Mori

How is it that someone I haven't seen or spoken to in years can have such an impact on me? Death is tragic but it happens to all of us, yet for some reason I can't shake the feel of a rug being ripped from underneath me. It is as if a certain rock that I hadn't noticed was taken away from me leaving me kind of unstable. I don't really know what to make of this, should I be this upset? I don't know.

I'm In a Creative Mood.

The day was as crisp as a ripe plum fresh on your lips. No day could ever be like today with its white virginal overcast. The white lilies seemed to fall from the sky without any effort at all. No day could ever be more gentle than today. The caressing of the veil, the flutter of the zipper like butterflies kissing your back. Today is the day you get everything you ever wanted, the white picket fence, the white house with blue shutters, and the perfect man waiting in the white tux. Those two delicate words hanging on his lips that will bind you together for the rest of your lives. You place the bouquet of pink roses to your stomach and transcend down the spiral staircase walking to your perfectly planned destiny.

The doors to the chapel open and the flowers so virginal and pure seem to wilt in your presence. The guests smirk at you and your gown. "That woman should not be wearing white." Their eyes piercing through you peering at your deepest secrets. There is nowhere to go but down.

College! Very Creative Title Huh?!

Shit I have not been on here or posted anything in quite some time. Well, I graduated and am now in my second semester of college. College is the most fun I have had learning since I can remember but no one can actually explain to you how college is going to feel to you, some people say it's hard, while others say it's easy. I would have to say that with the right support system it can be somewhat of a breeze. However, college is not the most important thing in life. Don't get me wrong I love college and I would not be able to be in the field I want to be without a good education but it is not for everyone. My boyfriend for example went to a tech school for automotive, he is set with the tools he needs to succeed. I mean I understand that people think education is very important and it is..for most people. I guess I will never understand why some people fill their lives with education, there is more to life than going to school. Hell I wanna be a teacher but I understand that people have lives and want to spend time with the people that they love. Now back to me, college is such a great place, for me. I love being in an environment filled with people who WANT to learn. Yippie college.