Monday, December 28, 2009

Christmas


I know Christmas is supposed to be about being with family and feeling love but why does all that seem to fade when we get older? All December all I heard about was how Christmas was stressful, but why? I don't really care about the gifts anymore but it seems that as soon as that went away so did our family. I know that they all have families of their own but it doesn't seem the same without them. I always feel like I am crying over spily milk on this subject but...still I loved being around all my cousins and whatnot. Now it just seems blah it seems like all of our traditions went to shit and it leaves me feeling empty and unfulfilled. I don't know I guess I just miss the old Christmas. I don't want the fun and love of Christmas to just fade away as I get older....

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