So I was listening to Lady Gaga and it hit me! I am graduating this year, my whole life is gonna change. Am I ready for this? I have no idea. It's scary as all hell. What if I don't do well on my SAT'S what if I don't get into college and I don't fulfill my dream. Shit it's scary. I don't really know what to do. I thought I was ready for it but sometimes it's easier to doubt yourself I suppose. I want this year to go right, but I am sure that's what everyone wants and that rarley happenes. I don't know this year I want to be selfish and do the things I want to do not what others want me to do. I am just worried things will not work out for me. It's okay to be scared right?! I sure fucking hope so be I don't think I could be more scared. This year is full of changes and I don't know if I will be able to handle them when they come. I mean I am only a teenager, we don't know anything. Maybe I am worrying too much but how could I not. My whole life is gonna change..
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